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Tuesday, November 17th, 2009
Tuesday November 17th, 2009 at 8:32am	Job Corp is shit As much as I like that after such a long time im finally doing something for myself to benefit my future, i really hate being here. NEVER in my life have i been around so many ignorant people. I would think that day by day it would get better but no it seems to get worse. I so can't wait for thanksgiving i need time away from this place before i snap. Current Mood: weird
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Friday, November 6th, 2009
Friday November 6th, 2009 at 11:59am	its been forever i almost forgot i had one of these ha well im in job corp and i hate it and i have realized i will never get anything i want :( Current Mood: depressed
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2008
Sunday August 3rd, 2008 at 4:15am	fuck the state of virginia so life sucks right now.. no job... barely any money.... im sick of living with the rents..... i need to do something with my life.. beside all these goddamn drugs....i think there is new trend or something if i like a girl she will move to virginia.... well its the last two at least... who knows maybe the next one will too.. i don't understand how you can like someone and they like you and you don't want to be with them its goddamn insane........ i feel like god is shitting on me or something its crazy....i think im going to move to concord with patrick next month ... i really need to get out of this hell hole but there is something keeping me around... its a stupid fucking reason.. i really wish i could let it go but i can't for some reason i still fell like there is a chance of something i really want to happen even though deep down i realize the chances are so goddamn slim they make Clarisa Flockhart look obese (thats funny as hell i think.. well not the case but the clarisa flcokhart reference.. ) i think i feel that i have to like someone all the time... im not sure how to explain it but i feel at all times there has to be someone i want to be with...... and they are almost allways out of my league....i have to high standards or something..... rarely someone i like likes me back... but even when they do there are reason they don't want to be with me..its crazy... i going to stop now.......maybe i'll type more later idk...this prolly doesn't make much since..... Current Mood: depressed
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Wednesday, May 7th, 2008
Wednesday May 7th, 2008 at 3:00pm	fuck "You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even month over-analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've would've happened--or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on." - 2 pac i wish it was that easy just to move on... i wish i could just deal with the fact that the situation is never going to pan out like i want it to.. no matter what its not im so goddamn dumb for thinking it will... maybe its not entirely my fault.... though im not placing any blame on anyone else.... i don't know what the fuck im doing GODDAMNIT Current Mood: depressed
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Thursday, January 24th, 2008
Thursday January 24th, 2008 at 10:31pm	subjects are gay i haven't posted in 13 weeks.. i think im going to start back... life has been okay lately..im really sleeply i think i shall sleep... that is all
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